The Selfless Act of Breathing
Book Feature - The Selfless Act of Breathing by JJ Bola
HBL Note: THE SELFLESS ACT OF BREATHING by JJ Bola was described to me as, “a beautiful meditation for people to see themselves or their loved ones reflected on the page.” And I love the idea of books as a form of meditation. I don’t know why that had never crossed my mind before now, but it is such a beautiful sentiment. Much of the praise surrounding JJ Bola’s latest novel is about his beautiful writing. Words and phrases such as “spellbinding,” and “a master of mood and empathy” and “magnetic storytelling” are used in abundance.
The story is about a man who dedicates his life to teaching, helping the students who enter his classroom. He seems to have it all together, but inside he is struggling with living between two identities. Scroll down to read more.
From the publisher:
Michael Kabongo is a British-Congolese teacher living in London on the cusp of two identities. On paper, he seems to have it all: He’s beloved by his students, popular with his coworkers, and the pride and joy of a mother who emigrated from the Congo to the UK in search of a better life. But behind closed doors, he’s been struggling with the overwhelming sense that he can’t address the injustices he sees raging before him—from his relentless efforts to change the lives of his students for the better to his attempts to transcend the violence and brutality that marginalizes young Black men around the world.
Then one day he suffers a devastating loss, and his life is thrown into a tailspin. As he struggles to find a way forward, memories of his fathers’ violent death, the weight of refugeehood, and an increasing sense of dread threaten everything he’s worked so hard to achieve. Longing to escape the shadows in his mind and start anew, Michael decides to spontaneously pack up and go to America, the mythical “land of the free,” where he imagines everything will be better, easier—a place where he can become someone new, someone without a past filled with pain.
On this transformative journey, Michael travels everywhere from New York City to San Francisco, partying with new friends, sparking fleeting romances, and splurging on big adventures, with the intention of living the life of his dreams until the money in his bank account runs out.